when you form close relationships with the people that are apart of his family and it just sucks because you want to move on a forget about everything and never speak to anyone again but you can’t because they each hold a special place in your heart and so youre just stuck. you’re just there in the middle of no where. but you wanna change your name and be somebody else.
forgive, and make room for better things
and the past four years just, out of nowhere, exploded out of me, and now, i lay here so lifeless, without vision, without a heart. it physically hurts to breathe. in life, the worst thing that can happen to a person is not death, it is what dies inside of you when you are still alive.
wear what makes you feel confident in. what makes you feel you. don’t wear it because everybody else is. start a new trend. i never wear anything I know I couldnt’ rock
so basically I want to move to an unknown yet breathtakingly beautiful secluded island somewhere. be naked all the time, with salty kisses and sandy toes. i’d fly in my friends and family. and we’d fly out to the city for a few nights. eat well, make our own drinks, everything organic. be tanned all the time, swimming with dolphins all day.